Saturday, December 24, 2011

clarinet neglect

Today I practiced my clarinet for the first time since I don't know when. It's hard for me to believe that it was just 8 months ago that I used to play anywhere between 4 to 10 hours a day. Now I can't seem to find 4 spare hours in an entire month.

And there's this tremendous guilt wrapped up in it. Being a clarinetist is something so central to my existence - it's a huge part of my identity. So when I'm unable to play for maybe 3 weeks at a time, it's like I've lost a part of myself; I'm a stranger in my own skin.

I'm willing to bet there are millions of people like me around the world - people who for whatever reason are unable to pursue the interests and passions that resonate with their very soul, whether it be painting, running, gardening, or whatever else.

I'm not going to tolerate anymore clarinet neglect in my life. When I find my next semi-permanent place of residence, I need to find more opportunities to play and perform, because  my   life    apart     from      music       is        just           hollow

poor clarinet. spends all his time locked up in a case. he deserves better.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Baltimore

As I approach  my 4-month anniversary with downtown Baltimore, many people have been asking me about my feelings towards the city... I figure the best way to express my mixed emotions is with a few mixed anecdotes: 

- Zachariah is the man who sells roses and teddy bears at the intersection of North Avenue and Mt. Royal. I see him everyday when I walk to and from work. He always greets me with a big smile and a "Hello! How are you? You know, you remind me of my daughter, she is very smart!" I've never seen him actually sell anything to anyone. It's a shame. He's really nice. 

- The selection of FM stations in Baltimore is worse than in Kenai. But I listen to NPR when I get ready in the morning, like I did when I was in college. Schools here are delayed because of "fog warnings." It wasn't until recently that I learned what in the world that was all about. 

- I've had to say "No, thank you, I don't drink" more times in the past 4-months than I have in my entire life. 

-Why don't the grocery stores keep their shopping carts inside the store? It took me 2 months to train myself to grab a cart before I enter Safeway. 

- I thought I was such a burdened undergrad, always packing around instruments everywhere; but this morning a saw a MICA student in orange tights carrying 3 canvases, a sleeping bag, a bag of laundry, and a backpack. You'd think with their crazy tuition prices, each student would get an alpaca to aid in transportation of personal items and art materials. 

- Women here are really serious about their boots. It's December and it hasn't even snowed; your $200 boots are pointless. It's the female equivalent of wearing sunglasses indoors. 

- I know that when I leave, I'm going to desperately miss my friends at the City Cafe. They're some of the best people I've ever worked with. 


Sunday, December 4, 2011

BSO Twitter Chatter

Since I began my internship, I've been religiously monitoring twitter chatter surrounding the Baltimore Symphony. From this, I've identified some of the BSO's Twitter Heavyweights.

#BSO TWITTER CHAMPIONS#
HALL OF FAME

@LeeTMills - Lee Mills
Mr. Mills is the BSO's Peabody Conducting Fellow, so he receives personal instruction from Music Director Marin Alsop and serves as cover conductor for many of the orchestra's concerts. Also, he probably tweets about BSO happenings more than any other person. 



“Who is coming to the #Offthecuff concert tomorrow night at the @BaltSymphony? I hear it's sold-out!”


@clefnotes - Tim Smith
As classical music critic for The Baltimore Sun, Tim Smith is no stranger to the BSO. In his blog Clef Notes & Drama Queens, the Baltimore Symphony is a very common topic. I heard that he thought my write up on the WhoIsJoan? landing page was funny, and for that, I love Tim Smith. 



“Enjoyable delivery of Mozart, Debussy standards last night from Langree, Baltimore Symphony. http://bsun.md/nYyEe4”


@bachtrack - Alison Karlin
Alison and her husband David are the founders of Bach Track, a website which brings together a wide array of information about what's happening in the world of classical music: concerts, recordings, musicians, events, and trends. They take a considerable interest in the BSO and often send writers to review our concerts.



“Marin Alsop revives Honegger's Joan of Arc @BaltSymphony @carnegiehall "A fascinating journey" wrote @ZerbinettasBlog http://www.bachtrack.com/review-honneger-joan-of-arc-alsop-baltimore-symphony”



@ChivalrousNoble - Brian Donnell
Plays trombone and is a fervent supporter of the BSO. He participated in Bolt for the BSO (the orchestra's team of runners in the Baltimore Running Festival) and frequents the Meyerhoff. Donnell tweets about a lot of things, and the BSO is a recurring subject. 



"Support me & the @BaltSymphony in my 1st #5k Run w/ @BoltfortheBSO in the @BaltRunFest Oct. 15 by donating here: http://www.active.com/donate/Bolt2011/BDRun2011
http://www.active.com/donate/B..."


As tempted as I was, I didn't include myself in this list, but I nonetheless encourage you to follow me on twitter @TashinaLyn, because sometimes I can be pretty adorable and others... I could use a swift kick in the shin.